I along with have a huge art block...>.<

i havnt been creative since i was taken. its weird. i think ever since i was dumped i cant find my old self o.o

then again the longest i was single this year was for 1 and a half months. and the shortest was like 3 weeks. so i havnt been pathetic anime crazed and idea running alyssa in awhile

atleast i found out im probly kinda pretty from this stament. they all asked me out. *sigh* i havnt gotten out far enough ethier to find another person.

its just now im grossly bored and am bout to explode. i NEED insparation. and im too lazy to watch anime =_=

blah, at least i'll have some fun this weekend with sleeping over her dads and such in the middle of nowhere. so ill probly be inspired sooner or later when im there. the only thing i need to deal with is her obnoxiously annoying and agervating brother. but theres a pool and a trampoline there and i guess its a party like thing. XD

but ok, still. i need motivation to do the insparations. bleehhh.....